Below explains my emotions FULLY when I made ONE stupid blunder:
My chat with Nat on FB.
12.10amLydia
WOOAAAHHHH
i saw uni of sydney audition page
12:10amNatalie
haha really!
thenthen!
12:10amLydia
i read the wrong section and thought that whatever i’ve been preparing for is outdated
12:10amNatalie
HAHAHA
12:10amLydia
and i wanted to cry man
12:10amNatalie
eh im online you knw
12:10amLydia
i near like shattered into pieces
12:10amNatalie
then howw!
12:10amLydia
I READ WRONGLY!
12:10amNatalie
HAHAHA
12:10amLydia
they didn’t change the audition reequirements!
hahahha
12:10amNatalie
at first you thought what you had to do?
as in when you read wrongly
Natalie and Gerald Tan are now friends.
12:11amLydia
last time i checked they say 3 pieces. one piece gotta be a fast movement from a sonata
so i’ve been prepraing for that
then i just went there again. read the harpisichord page instead of the piano page.
they say 3 contrasting pieces one piece must be suite by bach
i was like craaapppp there goes the fast movement sonata and how the heck am i gonna prepare a bach’s suite in less than a month
12:13amLydia
after this “shock” i realised how much i really want to go usyd
12:15amNatalie
hahaha! omggggg
i really want you to get innnn
but when you leave i’ll cryyy!!
12:15amLydia
HAHHAA
aiyaaa dont say so far pleeasssee
so scared my disappointment will be deadly if i do that
but one thing that went through my mind during the “shock” is that huh.. is that God really wants for me. to stay in sg
Natalie wrote on the wall for the event ACJC freeze.
12:16amLydia
so at lesat i know i am not struggling with God or anything.
haha wow so much one shock can do to me
12:17amNatalie
hahah yeahhhhh
ahhh
when you must sendi n by?
12:18amLydia
30th apr
12:18amNatalie
oohh
12:18amLydia
international students are more flexible
12:18amNatalie
what you mean?
12:19amLydia
if i send in after 30th apr they’ll still accept
casue im an international applicant
…and so on
Guys please pray for me as I’m preparing for the audition. I really needa rely on a scholarship to get in. “No scholarship, no admission.” My parents requirement. Most importantaly, pray that God will be glorified in this journey and His will to be done (ie. I do or do not get in). Thanks soo much. 🙂
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HAHA COOL YOU POSTED OUR CHAT!(: And zomg so retarded cause they show what I do on facebook too! (ie natalie and gerald tan are now friends, natalie wrote on the wall etc)
Comment by Nat 20 March, 2009 @ 1:14 amOHMYGOSH LYDIAAAAAAAAAAA. I will cry alsoooooooo! LOL. Don’t worry lahh! His plans will come to pass one, heheheh. But sydney is so far away! =(
Comment by shalyn; 20 March, 2009 @ 10:54 amhey! will keep you in my prayers! =) Have faith in God…
Comment by sarah 20 March, 2009 @ 11:21 pmhahaha yeah fb shows all that actions. and shalyn, sydney is the nearest country with a proper university to study music! europe and usa is next.
Comment by liatango 21 March, 2009 @ 12:33 amAND she is looking at ITALY too…..!!! Mine!!!
Comment by Mom 27 March, 2009 @ 8:48 pm